CC Antya 14.41
Bengali
প্রাপ্তপ্রণষ্টাচ্যুতবিত্ত আত্মা যযৌ বিষাদোজ্ঝিত-দেহগেহঃ ।
গৃহীতকাপালিকধর্মকো মে বৃন্দাবনং সেন্দ্রিয়শিষ্যবৃন্দঃ ॥ ৪১ ॥
গৃহীতকাপালিকধর্মকো মে বৃন্দাবনং সেন্দ্রিয়শিষ্যবৃন্দঃ ॥ ৪১ ॥
Verse text
prāpta-praṇaṣṭācyuta-vitta ātmā
yayau viṣādojjhita-deha-gehaḥ
gṛhīta-kāpālika-dharmako me
vṛndāvanaṁ sendriya-śiṣya-vṛndaḥ
yayau viṣādojjhita-deha-gehaḥ
gṛhīta-kāpālika-dharmako me
vṛndāvanaṁ sendriya-śiṣya-vṛndaḥ
Synonyms
prāpta — achieved; praṇaṣṭa — lost; acyuta — Kṛṣṇa; vittaḥ — the treasure; ātmā — mind; yayau — went; viṣāda — by lamentation; ujjhita — given up; deha-gehaḥ — body and home; gṛhīta — accepted; kāpālika-dharmakaḥ — the religious principles of a kāpālika-yogī, a kind of mendicant; me — My; vṛndāvanam — to Vṛndāvana; sa — with; indriya — senses; śiṣya-vṛndaḥ — disciples.
Translation
Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu said, “At first My mind somehow achieved the treasure of Kṛṣṇa, but it again lost Him. Therefore it gave up My body and home because of lamentation and accepted the religious principles of a kāpālika-yogī. Then My mind went to Vṛndāvana with its disciples, My senses.”
Purport
This verse is clearly metaphorical.